a home & a hunger

"Emmanuel" Devotional, by Ginger O'Brien

"Emmanuel" Devotional, by Ginger O'Brien

Emmanuel - God with us! His name is Jesus!  Suddenly the fog lifts and you can see the destination and you no longer have to rely on the street signs to know the way. The whole story had been pointing to Jesus all along!  When we read the Bible, we don’t read it to learn how to conquer our enemies like Joshua, be brave like David, how to have integrity like Daniel. We fall short of what the Bible is teaching us if we don’t realize that these stories and heroes first and foremost point us to Christ. 

"Behold, Behold" Devotional, by Joey Chiang

"Behold, Behold" Devotional, by Joey Chiang

Until that time comes, we would do well to stoke the fire of anticipation, especially in the midst of the sin and suffering within us and around us. We’ve already been told how this grand story turns out and it’s a wonderful ending! If the new heavens and new earth are our future, then how we live in the meantime reflects our hope in the one whom we’re anticipating. 

Why would we who were undeservingly rescued from God’s wrath and who were brought into his family as sons and daughters embody anything other than the grace that’s been given to us? Grace is the dress in which we’re clothed; grace is the music of our processional.

So, then, retelling and rehearsing the gospel of grace in our churches, our families, our marriages, our friendships, in every aspect of our lives, isn’t merely a matter of duty and obligation. More importantly, it’s a matter of letting our hearts overflow with anticipation that gives way to celebration over the coming of our Bridegroom, our Lord and Savior, Jesus Christ. 

We Draw Near (Hebrews) | Song Story

We Draw Near (Hebrews) | Song Story

As we read about these Old Testament rituals and sacrifices, and the lengths people had to go to to approach a holy God, we must recognize what an incredible gift the access we have through Christ is. Through Jesus the Lamb and Jesus the High Priest, we draw near to God. And we don’t have to come like they did in the Old Testament. We come with reverence, but also boldly, wrapped in the righteousness of Christ and confident in His intercession.

As I read about this, I was struck by the fact that I don’t take advantage of this incredible access I have to God….

"We Draw Near (Hebrews)" Devotional, by Jill Barlow

"We Draw Near (Hebrews)" Devotional, by Jill Barlow

The overall theme of the book of Hebrews is the superiority and preeminence of Jesus Christ. Those big words mean that Jesus is better than anything that was before or anything that is to come. He is better than any person, institution, ritual or sacrifice in the Old Testament. Jesus is the “once for all” better!

To make sure we don’t miss this point, every chapter of Hebrews either alludes to an Old Testament person or concept, or quotes directly from it. Perhaps the most obvious are the references to the tabernacle, the Old Covenant, and the blood sacrifices. As the author unfolds this Old Testament history lesson, his exhortation is clear, for he mentions it six times: draw near.” For he says, “…the law made nothing perfect; but on the other hand, a better hope is introduced, through which we draw near to God (7:19).” 

But is drawing near to a holy God even possible? And practically, how do we do it?

The Two Lost Sons Devotional by Leslie Strader

The Two Lost Sons Devotional by Leslie Strader

The Prodigal Son in Luke 15 is not only about things lost and found, it’s about open and hidden sin, and grace lavished on the least deserving. Isn’t it just like Jesus to offer hope  even to those who have gone astray, who have chosen the wrong road? In this story, Jesus was saying “whoever you are, My grace is sufficient; wherever you’ve been, My truth will search you out, and whatever your sin, there is a Way home.” 

The obvious sinner in this story – the son who demanded his inheritance then watched the gleaming gold coins flow like water through his fingers – was ultimately repentant. He’d lost all he’d been given and found himself face down in regret and despair, feeding pigs and abandoned by his “friends” in the far country. Yet, it wasn’t his dire circumstances that woke him up; it was the memory of his father’s goodness. It was the memory of the love his father showed even to his servants that righted his heart and set his sights on home…

The Two Lost Sons | Song Story

The Two Lost Sons | Song Story

About five years ago, I read Tim Keller’s Prodigal God and, for the first time, saw the parable of the prodigal in Luke 15 as a story of not one, but two lost sons. I learned more about the elder brother: how his “goodness” and striving, his bitterness and self-importance, kept him from a relationship with his loving father.

A few years later, I found myself struggling with “elder brother” anger and bitterness. We had moved many times - from Texas to China to Texas to California - trying to be faithful to God’s calling on our lives. When it became clear that another move was on the horizon, and things were not easy, I became angry with God. I didn’t necessarily say it out loud, but I was functionally thinking “God, we scratched your back, now you scratch ours! God, we have been faithful and have given up so much for you…Is this what we get?” It was pretty ugly.

But guess what? God comes out to meet both sons!…

"Only the Sick..." Devotional, by Lore Ferguson Wilbert

"Only the Sick..." Devotional, by Lore Ferguson Wilbert

We all have these moments when the realization of our sin-sickness dawns on us in shocking ways. We realize the finery we wear simply covers a diseased self and no matter how much of this world we’ve gained, our soul is still lost. We look to our right and left, and find ourselves surrounded by fellow sinners and realize: we’re who they’re looking at too, just as broken, just as  sick, and just as much in need of Jesus. Most of us in those moments, try to find something else to cover us, fig leaves like the first man and woman after their original sin, a boat in the other direction like Jonah, a cave like Elijah—anything to get away from the stigma of sin-sickness. Anything to spare us from the hospital of the broken. But Jesus, sweet Jesus, pulls back the veil and reveals just how sick we are and in the same moment says, “Yes. This is why I have come.”

"Pave Every Road (Isaiah)" | Song Story

"Pave Every Road (Isaiah)" | Song Story

Isaiah 40 prophecies that a voice will cry out: “In the wilderness prepare the way of the Lord; make straight in the desert a highway for our God. Every valley shall be lifted up, & every mountain and hill be made low; the uneven ground shall become level, & the rough places a plain.” As I read these verses, I was captured by the word picture here: a seismic shifting of mountains & valleys into a level plain. 

So, repentance is like the asphalt we pour on a rough road to make it smooth. Let no pride or sin obstruct the King from coming & reigning in our lives. We want the gates flung wide open (Psalm 24:7) for the King of glory!

"Fullness of Joy" Devotional, written by Joel Limpic

"Fullness of Joy" Devotional, written by Joel Limpic

…In Psalm 16, David reminds us of two powerful truths that speak directly to our pursuit of pleasure and protection: every false god will fail us, but the true God fulfills us…. Every false god will fail us. In verse 4, David tells us that those who run excitedly and urgently after any god other than God Himself will be met by sorrows. While these false gods promise joy, what they truly deliver are sorrows. These sorrows are similar to the painful spots found on Job’s body while he was afflicted. The gods allure us by claiming they will satisfy us, but the truth is they eventually will inflict pain on us! False gods always over-promise and under-deliver. 

"All is Vanity" Devotional, written by Nick Smith

"All is Vanity" Devotional, written by Nick Smith

So, why? Why do we get up every day? Are we brave enough to ask that question? Brave enough to explore the boundaries of life and the point of it all?

The writer of Ecclesiastes was. But his findings weren’t that encouraging. In the end, he says, it’s all pointless. It’s futile! All is vanity. Generations come and go, but nothing changes. All of the rivers flow into the sea but the sea is never full. The rivers just keep flowing to the same place, over and over. And there is nothing we can do to change that. Lest we disagree, remember this was written by a guy known for having in abundance the two things that usually are able to bring about change: wisdom and wealth. But the  writer of Ecclesiastes is ultimately tearing down to build up. He is demolishing our man-centered worldview and rebuilding a God-centered worldview...

"All is Vanity" Song Story

"All is Vanity" Song Story

I started "All is Vanity" way back in 2011, the first year I began intentionally writing songs from scripture. But, when I went into the studio to record the Blood + the Breath, the song didn’t exactly fit thematically. Years later, I began to see that the new album - what would eventually become a Home & a Hunger - would center on themes of ache and homesickness. So, I circled back to this song and added two things: a last line to the chorus that says “you feel eternity, and it’s beating in your chest. So you know in your soul it’s not all meaningless.” I also added the bridge speaking of restlessness and rest, hunger and fullness....

"Eve's Lament" Devotional, by Gloria Furman

"Eve's Lament" Devotional, by Gloria Furman

"The first hiss of doubt tricked the woman’s soul. Perhaps God’s words cannot be trusted. Perhaps there is a better word than God’s. Perhaps we should be the judge of God. 

In Eve’s reply, we hear the arrogance of a legalist. She minimized the freedom God had given them to freely eat and answered the Serpent, “We may eat of the fruit of the trees of the garden” (Gen. 3:2). Next, she made up her own rule about not touching the fruit, and then she minimized God’s judgment from “You shall surely die,” to “Lest you shall die” (Gen. 3:3). Satan affirmed Eve’s doubts by saying, “You will not surely die. For God knows that when you eat of it your eyes will be opened, and you will be like God, knowing good and evil” (Gen. 3:4–5)..."

a Home & a Hunger Now Available!

a Home & a Hunger Now Available!

a Home & a Hunger: Songs of Kingdom Hope is a journey through scripture, beginning with the Fall and the first “hunger pangs” in Genesis 3, and ending in Revelation, when God will make His home with us forever. It tells of exile and Eden, of restlessness and rest, and of God’s beautifully “upside-down” kingdom.